Following her divorce, Kenzi returned to her hometown and ventured into online dating, where she developed a promising friendship with romantic potential. However, the situation took a dark turn when Kenzi found herself subjected to his disturbing and abusive behavior.



chapters



(00:00 ) listen with caution

(00:16 ) next on lovelustfear

(01:42 ) about kenzi

(02:26 ) kenzi’s story

(22:00 ) questions & answers

(29:22 ) closing thoughts

(30:19 ) charity & organizations

(30:49 ) submit your story

(31:00 ) disclaimer



quotes



“I started to really realize like, okay, I'm going to have to leave this marriage because if I don't leave this marriage at some point, I'm not so sure I'm going to make it out at all.” - Kenzi



“I have got to rebuild my life. And I finally get to this point where I want to start the process of exploring dating.” - Kenzi



“And he just looks me dead in the face. And he says, If you're not going or staying the night, I might as well just go ahead and get this over with.” - Kenzi



“I'm just like, God, please let me get my shoes on and get the fuck out of here, like, please, just let me get the fuck out of here safe, like, please don't let anything happen to me.” - Kenzi



“And what I would tell them is that you have no idea what somebody is going through until you are standing right in their shoes and you're put into the exact same situation. You don't know how you would react. You don't know how you would act. You don't know what you would say.” - Kenzi



guest links | kenzi



Inside The Case | Podcast

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/inside-the-case/id1679471501



Instagram | Kenzi Durbin

https://www.instagram.com/thisiskenzi_/



music | sounds



Music (CC BY 4.0):

Lost Place Atmospheres 002 by Sascha Ende

Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)



Other Music and Sound Effects by Franco Gonzalez, Jan Hill, Alex Wit, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, UNIVERSFIELD, and TheoJT from Pixabay



Spacetime by Mountaineer



stay aware | follow | share (kenzi)



National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)

Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)

Text: START to 88788 

https://www.thehotline.org/

https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline

https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/



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